You’ve been waking up and crying early in the night, sometimes several times. When you wake, we pick you up and you’re almost always asleep before you can get your head to our shoulders. But try to put you back in your crib and you’re awake and crying. I know the feeling of just wanting someone near, the comfort of a body, a person, especially an awake one, who hasn’t let go, holding you, taking care while you sleep. I want you to sleep, and to be ok on your own, but I do think I understand.